Thinking About Moving | Study Abroad?

So right now I'm at Grossmont College on the computer thinking about what I'm gonna do with my life the next year. I hate being home so I'm debating on moving out. But that would stupid if I plan on going to Paris in the Fall. But I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to raise enough money for the trip. I been doing a lot of scholarship essays and making a little bit of money from my websites. I guess I just want to be sure if I'm going or not to the University of Paris. Because if I'm not, I don't want to spend anymore time at home.